Tonight was such a really wonderful ever and ever in my life. I miss him so much. he such a really good friends of mine and i just love the way he do. Even, we just know for a short period but he taught me a huge memory definition of friendship, hardship and smile no matter what was going on.
Oh Allah, thanked lot. it's hard for me to describe my feeling my excited hormones just jumping too high and i cannot stopped it. Thanked to give me Benjamin Mark William Clough as my friends ever ***
we chat so long and i just so sad cause, he remind me back the memory we have been through together,it totally make me cried..dan saya rasa sangat terharu yang extremis sangat-sangat. Ben, andai awak ada disamping saya sekarang. I will never stop smiling even for a second.. the promise yang awak buat kat saya, is so sweet and sweet like honey..i miss u damn much..saya tertulis some part of chat between u and I kat blog ni sebab, i don't want to lost all that words.. oh u my dearest frenz ever.. u make me burst my tear..
do you remember the first time u try to put on samping ?? hehe
Ben :
hey, how my favourite student? pacar sihat ?
me :
ur favourite student was doing good and gorgeous as always..haha..hello, i'm single okay..hehe
how ur family?
Ben :
ok my family are getting seperated unfortunately, they had a big fight, so yeah hopefully it gets better...but yeah a bit hard
where do you live in sarawak?
me :
sorry to hear that.
Ben :
yeah its a bit hard but hey god helps us through these problems. how is your faith at the moment?
me :
hopefully everythin will be fine soon..well, i live at Bintulu....hopefully everythin will be fine soon last year, i went to sabah n it such a brilliant place. my faith treat me good *** hahhaha
Ben :
i lve bintulu
i love bintulu it soo nice
do you ive in a share house?
me :
r u ok ben?
Ben :
yes i am fine are you>
me :
yes i'm fine
but, u seem sound not ok? u can share wit me anything if u want
Ben :
oh im just busy at the moment thats all, thankyou soo much for letting me share anything with you
i miss you thats all
its hard for me chatting to you because it makes me sad of all the times i had in malaysia thats all
i just miss you and you? are you sad?
me :
don't worry. U can share anything wit me now..
haha..am kinda sound matured rite? haha
Ben :
i think you have definitely matured
me :
hahhaha
Ben :
no trust me, you have it was wonderful seeing you a few years back adn even then you have matured
me :
well, they r lot of memory we've been through even it just on a short period
Ben :
oh defineitly
its amazing hey, will you come out here one day?
me:
yeah, i will come visit u at australia one day..
stay far from family,go to new place n meet new ppl teach me lot
Ben :
wow yeah have you kept notes of your experiences?
me :
yeah, i will
Ben :
fantastic im so happy its so important..what ur news now?
me :
feel strange n hard to receive other culture but, it goes well after few day try to make things comfort
i was selected for internatinalization progrm at my uni
Ben :
wow and how did it go? how wa the culture?
Me :
it goes well, hope i will be placed at australia..
and recently i just come back from Indonesia
Ben :
wow thatl be great ill find you and visit
me :
pray for me okay..that language class totally twisted my tounge badly
Ben :
yeah i will ill be thinking of you ..
unfortunately i gtg now but ill catch you later hey, Azie remeber your a special child of god and he will bless you
me :
oh .. thanks ben
Ben :
its true azie even though im of a different religion i know god will bless you
me :
u better sleep now i think australia almost 3am now
Ben :
it is 3 am hehe
me:
ben, u make me really really miss u
so much
Ben :
i mis you too azie soo much
you're soo special and i remebr you in my heart always
youre so special, always remeber that no matter what, you are soo special and will always be a friend of mine and looked after by me
me :
tq..i really appreciate it.hope we can catch up sometimes together
Ben :
so do i, and i know we will
im sorry i havnt been able to stay in touch, its been hard for me but i will from now on i promise
me :
and i pray your life will get blessed and everything will be fine
okie dokie**
i will keep ur promise
Ben :
my god just told me (my god gives me messages)
he said azzie is such a sweet heart
she will have a very lvely husband one day just for her and she will be soo blessed
me :
okie dokie
haha.. i can't believe its me
Ben :
miss you azie, have a wonderful night and we will chat soon
me :
yeah
Ben :
same to you sweetest of sweet dreams ill be thinking of you
me :
sleep tight ben
p/s : oh Ben, this post was a special tribute for u. u such a really good frenz of mine. and tq for giving me a really big smiling day tonight.
♥ ♥ ♥
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