Tribute to Alias Bin Othman ...♥...♥...♥

Ya Allah.. ...♥...♥...♥

this recently, life treat me better. Even, i faced a huge trouble but am still manage to handle it.
Many unexpected things happened and i just feel so glad and received with a thousand of keredhaan. You are the almighty and you definitely know what the actually meaning behind ur planned.
 Oh Allah, after all the sad things happened. Started from losing my umie. I felt totally down and i have once thinking why you treat me like this.Why you must take my umie from my family ? What mistake i've done until u take her? but now, i know the reason. You made me different from other people.
 How?
You make me strong brave heart daughter, independent,become more tawaduk in eveything my family and I have, u made me to learn appreciate people around me, you taught me that life just temporarily, you made me love my family more than everything in this world and the most lesson i learn is the love and sayang of mother adalah sampai hujung dunia dan akhirat without stop and end..there is no full stop.
even,she left me almost 5 years but the feeling and touch of her toward me i still can feel it.
Oh Allah, please give me strength. this recently i miss my umie so much and much. I just can't take it when my friends talking and saying about her mother in front of me..it reminds me of my umie. Oh Allah, the most scared nightmares in my life was when I scare if my umie face loss in my memory. don't deleted my umie in my memory.because I can't do anything to stand when i miss her other than trying remember all the memory my Umie and I have been through..sometime,i wondered if you can give me even 5 sec to meet my umie but I know it just impossible. But, with all the hardship you give me and my family. I was so glad, I have my dad. a relly great ever dad in this world and insyaallah akhirat also..he was so strong and patient to layan karenah kami 5 orang yang kadang2 sangat2 menekankan..
even,kadang2 saya tahu dia rindu sangat umie bila saya dengar dia menangis masa baca al-quran.
Tak pun, ayah tetiba call saya cakap ''ayah sayang maya'' dengan nada suara yang saya tahu dia rindu umie saya..ayah saya memang hebat ..
ayah kamu hebat tak macam ayah saya??
ayah kamu kuat tak macam ayah saya??
ayah kamu pernah tak cium dahi kamu evernight before u when sleep??
ayah kamu pernah tak temankan kamu sebelah katil bila kamu demam sebab rindukan umie kamu??
ayah kamu pernah tak ???
ayah kamu pernah tak masakkan untuk kamu eveyday ??

I know, no one has the great dad as mine..

cause Alias Bin Othman is my great dad for me and he the only great husband for Zairina Bt Saar, even she no longer accompany him to get through another upcoming day..

P/S: Dan saya Azie Asmiati Alias sangat berbangga jadi anak kepada pasangan Alias Bin Othman dan Zairina Bt Saar.. ...♥...♥...♥