speechless

Since the semester breaks already started. My whole life was full with lots of fun around by best family, food and place to go. Also not to be forgetting best television programme each day, minutes and seconds that will leave me if I not watch them.


I have Dad to daughter talked recently and it’s about news on television at every 8 pm. At first I refused to watch news. Well, I only prefer MTV story hot gossip. Until one day my dad told me that I need to have some interesting in the aspect of global news. He always forced me to watch news with him. Well, I just hate news the story goes same each night. Until I found one interesting news that I would followed even without force by dad. It’s about Gaza and volunteer gang. The story totally upset me and it’s showed this world got problem when it comes about self humanity. Hello Israel you are such are cruel. My dad and I had lots of talk that night about the situation until my little sister was bored. Suddenly, I felt proud with my dad perspective and thinking skills that so lots of meaning and moral value when we talk together hard to imagined my dad who never entering university can talk like that and me just hopeless and talk less plus speechless future university graduate. I asked my dad, how can he think and talk in those perspective. And he answered me “it’s all around your environment Maya, I learnt it from seeing, hearing, thinking. Our environment at this world already showed it the bad and good impact on something we did. Depends on us which on to choose.” Like now, you choose who you want to be for the next 5 years… I speechless and I just smiled to him and my little sister said “hey maya, terdiam terus ke ? kata graduan Universiti Putra Malaysia” hahahaha

Then, exist a bit keinsafan in myself. I need to change for myself, religion, country and family !!!

Insyaallah.. )