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lately asyik gaduh je dengan Tom, takde perasaan langsung, i know it is my mistake i always force him and he so patient to handle it, at the end of fighting i will said its my mistake and we keep blaming ourselves each other. suddenly rasa malas nak bercinta , i wish i can say stop but i know its hard to say. lots of obstacle we face and each time we fight he must said hold on. but deep inside my heart i feel so sad a terribly sad that undercover. maybe it just my vulnarable feeling that i cant hide.

i know its my mistake