bennciiiii

just a few day left before celebrating hari raya. seriously, i dont have any feeling to celebrate it and my mood just swing swing nowhere because everything not getting prepared yet and my dad and family was living far from me because they have their own responsibility. its only me alone at home even nak sahur and open ifthar feel so sad. miss umie so much

 i wonnder if she was here thing wont be like this, well yesterday i talk with my old friends of mine and suddenly he asked about someone tht it never cross my mind he will ask about. suddenly all the memory come back. tiap kali tengok my old high school the memory come back and its keep going on. hello azie, its been 6 years ahead now but u still cant forget him.he still strong on my mind and i feel very lost each time i think about it, sometime am think am idiot , because its only me think of him even its already 6 years ahead thing should already change but it still the same.

if you read this, you know who you are . i'm sorry i cant forgetting you , i always dream each time and days i will have chance to meet you again even during that time there is distinction between us. i know its sound impossible but you know i wont stop hoping because hope is a seed for a reality