Eid Again

This Hari Raya I was mostly spent it at my Grandma's house rather than mine. The entire preparation at my house had been done since I’m at campus. Well, thank you lots for my beloved Grandma's Mariam. She just was being so nice with me and my family. Do you know, since my mum past away we never changing our curtains at house because no one among my sister know how to sew. Me ? I don't know also. I'm not expertise on it. So, it can be said since my mum past away no new curtains and no more baju kurung that was being made by tailor. Everything was getting in instance... just buying it at boutique or kedai jual baju kurung sudah siap.




But this year was different. My grandma's Mariam sew curtains for my house. Well, she must be exhausted because my house was quite big and got so many windows. Well, my curtains theme for this year was green just matching with my house paint. At least there was a improvement for this hari raya..hahaha... but still the baju kurung was being made at boutique instantly and not made by tailor that usually would make ukur-ukur badan.



My flight to Johor was on 7th of September on Thursday, and during the next day on Friday my family heading way back to my grandma's house. It was boring actually because i just wanna be at my own house during night of raya. To do things that my mum and we usually did... seriously my family miss that moment. But, I guessed I got no right to said that to my dad. Because, usually when my mum still alive during night of raya we are staying home and in the morning we are going to my grandma house that was on my mum side before going to my father side.



When I'm asked my dad whether we can celebrated night of raya at home. Then my dad would replied to me like " We got nobody here "... Fuh ! Fuh ! It was hurting me, because I do want to do the things that we used doing together. He just not understands it. Well, I guessed maybe spending time here just made him upset to remind all the memory he had. But thing had changing now. I’m growing up being matured girl and I started to think to be more responsible on my family.


I felt like I should take my mum place now to take care my family and house. Well, no wonder sometimes when I was giving advice to my sisters and brothers, they would said like " Azie ni dah macam mak dah "...hahaha... seriously, I don't mind with it !!! Am her sister and maybe mother also after my first sister got married and now her responsibility priority more into her own family.



Well, no matter where I'm celebrating this Hari Raya the merrier still there and I can catch up with my relatives and my craziest cousins. We talk lot; eat lot and gossiping much more lots...