ROCKAFELLA STAR

It’s been 2 weeks am been back Sarawak. I was grateful, am not feeling homesick like the last semester. Crying whole day for a weeks, remember my dad and sister and brother. Maybe now I already been matured to stay apart from family even though the distance was hurtful but it taught me something valuable. I learn lot from the past, even though yeah am look freaking immature toward friends. Sometimes, we just don’t have to show the real self to people around so they won’t call us “ bajet lebih” or “ so-good-attitude”..Gee~

Things will change when we turn 20 and without we realised we were turn into someone better. My dad told me, at the age 20 I should have mission or list-things-to-do. He told me I played a lot and still act like a childish…Well, I can’t stop him from make that conclusion about me. At home, I was being closed with my youngest sister. She only 13 years old and we shared lot of hobby together. I’m not saying am being rarely closed with my other little sister who is Sha-sha. But, truthfully, she acted matured at her age which is 17 years old and people often misunderstand about us. They taught Sha-sha was older than me…

Ika’s was so clever. She got an amazing ability. She can remember any number she found very so fast even in the slight glimpse. She easily understands and summarizes any notes or book she read. But, with the ability she had. Sometimes it made me jealous. I never see her make revision or being book-worm. She‘s a kind of playful person. Thus, when she pursuing her secondary school at private school type. My dad absolutely worried about her. Worry that she might having problem with her study because her attitude. Hahaha…

Her day routine was simply the most sengal I’ve been seen. still watching cartoon network, eat lot and lot but still skinny and tall, chatting with friends and the most common thing we have is “ hearing English music that was rockafella while dancing or at least head bang our head ”. Sha-sha keep telling us that it was silly things in her list that she will do before she turn 80 years old….hahaha, she love babbling. So no wonder, she loves bored Malay music that keep telling about love-love-love…but, she still Rockefellers in my heart.

Sha-sha was different, but the common we shared absolutely cooking. We loved cooking and tried new recipes even though the taste might be vary from the real taste. She kinda “perempuan melayu terakhir” and always complained about my dress. She tag me as “ selebet tak reti dress up macam perempuan”. Come on, I being comfort wearing jeans and long sleeves. Unlike me, she willing to save pocket money that my dad give her every day until not eating at all just to buy fashionable dress and expensive face product. Ewww…. I don’t want to be another fashionable victim. No wonder, she got lot of guy that flirting over her. Me? Nobody want to flirt over me..hahahaa.

Because I’m “ROCKAFELLA STAR”