May your soul be blessed ~

No matter how young you are, when it is time for you to left this world. You must go without excuse either to be a second late or to be fast in one second. I just received messaged from my sister this afternoon. She told me my cousin who is Anna. Just passed away, it was a huge shocked for me. It’s been a long time about 2 years we didn’t catch up since I further studied at Sarawak. The last time we met, when I worked as cashier at my uncle restaurant. She treats me really nice and warm. Even though, we were comes from a different types of person that only us know it. But, we know that nobody is perfect because we were not angel or pious people. But, sometime we need to accept people as who they are and not who we want them to be for us. Anna’s story was ultimately pain for a young 20 years old girl like her. At the aged 18 she was diagnosed to have brain tumour that was in the medium stage. I still remembered. She often took a painkiller medicine to ease her headache that she thought as migraine. Until one day, when the doctor diagnosed her as brain tumour patient. That was so big story that almost killed her spirit to stay alive. I don’t know her personally but deep inside my heart I know how she felt when at the age like us we cannot be able to run, study and having socialised life. Her parent told me that they can see Anna’s had almost lose her spirit to life this live. She felt embarrassing with her own self because she is unable to walk, her hair had fall and she nearly became bold. The confident had loose and everything not fine on her eyes. After facing struggles life fight with brain tumour, she finally went back to the AL Might. Maybe that the good choices for her that Allah had decided to let her peace and stopped the suffered. The most things I felt so ralat (terkilan) .. because I haven’t met her during the last semester breaks even her parent told me that she really want to meet me because she missed me a lot. Deep inside my heart, I’m sorry Anna.