The-Who-I-Know

Hey you..


Early in the morning when the first time I put my feet to a place named school. I met you; yeah it was accident that shouldn’t happen for the sake of goodness. Did you know what the first think I said in my heart that morning? I said to myself “Impossible for me to get close with you” another things I said in stupid ways “wow, tak sangka mat salleh yang aku tengok kat movie yang hot hot tu memang wujud. Kat depan mata plak tu ” sound memang senegel sangat. Then, the principle placed me at class where I can meet with another my bestie classmates. After a few hours later, I see you with your partner were going around our school a kinda lawatan sambil belajar dalam kawasan sekolah. That’s time my best friend accompany both of you. I said again in my heart from a distance “Impossible for me to get close with you”. You know, deep inside my heart I knew that day is the first day for you to start learn a new things and the first day you breathe the real oxygen made of Malaysia. At the same time, that day is the first day for me to start a new life after I faced a big trial in my life also the first day I start back my life.



Hey you..

Did you know, things bring us close after a few things happened between us that I never thought it made us close? Are you still remembering the first things we did together? I still remember, when you show your interest to show me picture of England and India. That’s time; I hope it would never end. Tolonglah jangan berakhir sebab aku tahu waktu tu tak akan repeat balik. Bunyi macam emo sangat. But for real, I miss that moment.

Hey you..

Every night, we would text message together. You know, I still remember each word that you send to me. Until lah, my flip-flop hand phone was being robbed. Sumpah, pencuri tu memang tak akan senang hidup sampai sekarang. I wished I wanna keep the entire message you give me. Do you remember, after few weeks you left my school and your volunteer work finished and your mum comes then you asked me, how come I not messaged you for ages and you tell me your mum was here . I felt so terharu sesangat thought I think I may be a part of important person in your life now. Malu sangat bila fIkir bende tu, well sebab masa tu langsung tak matured.



Hey you..

Now, everything over mean even it’s not officially but at least it comes from my heart.

Ececeh , teremosi plak.

Hey you..

Why until now, I still cannot let you go?

Why until now, I still keep your photo?

Why until now, I still terhegeh-hegeh nak pergi sana?

Why until now, I still hope you will stand in front of me for real?

Saying “ am here” , surprised ! masa ko cakap tu, aku terus pengsan masuk ICU sehari sebab kena heart attack tetiba. Bila sedar, ko kat sebelah aku sambil tersenyum” then in my heart I would said

“ thank Allah, I Know the times will comes”