unintention wish..

Yeay..I just terhantuk dari satu mimpi yang kononnya indah.now its time to back to the normal.
stop all nonsense dreaming and wish that absolutely nonsense.i was absolutely idiot and suke terperasan kot. well,that so sweet but it can be totally silly sometimes. i'm not that desperate searching for my Mr.Economic. lately, I terperasan with someone that just be close to me. each time, i waiting for him to be online,try to make eye contact and everything that obviously sound silly. I won't repeat that action again. Now, I realised i just approach him as my friends and so him..well, don't misunderstand..i never confessed to him.I jump to this conclusion because,i can see and feel it..enough is enough.what a pity to my heart,being contamination again and again..sorry heart i give u false hope. Yes,my grandma was right when she said

 ''maya,don't find ur mr.economic,let being decent no matter what ppl might said.maybe ur mr.economic right now was far away study abroad in order to become economic person for u.trust me everyone hav their own destiny partner.just wait..if u rushing u might get the bad one..it will come someday in the right time and right place and right situation''

my grandma also know that Mr.Economic well i always shared with her my Mr.Economic..after my mom passed away ,she always give me a good advice made me feel complete as a daughter that going to be matured now. she always told me, there are a lot of thinks to think instead searching for Mr.Economic...she always told me that i used to day dreaming a lot..Thank YOU grandma..
:) I miss your ayam masak merah badly please waiting for me this April i'll be back home

p/s :
To the guys i mentioned before..haha,we are such a funny friends sorry to a bit a little terperasan. But,now i realised friends it is much better..haha,don't have to be jealous when there is a girl close to you and skype-ing with you when u skype me also at the same time..don't have to waiting in front of my laptop screen waiting you to say hi and appear online..we are rock babe..rock !!! sorry, i sound such a really jerk funny unintention girl